no, I've not given up.
It's just that after drawing the beginning, I had no idea whatsoever of what should have happened. I said I knew the whole story, but I only have it in my head and the part that's supposed to come's a bit blurry and I just kind of panicked. Yeah, I know it's been a lot of time. After this I decided I'd take some time to think the story through and actually write it down so I'd have a reference, but things came up and in the end I forgot. I've been working on every story except this. Yay.
I'll try and do this, but predictably, it'll be hiatus until I have it written down. Yeah, I know, I'm the least organized person ever.
Still, I'm not giving up yet.
On a very unrelated note, I very much wish I could change my username. I mean, I think everybody's been through this, but wow, it was like, what, 4 years ago? Yeah, It's gotten very old very fast. I'm almost considering making a new account, who looks at an account called "Lucariofan99" and doesn't think "pokemonturd weeaboo"? I'll look into premium membership or getting a new account, probably.
Well, there's more to wanting a new account than just the username, actually. I just kind of want to make a fresh start, you know what I mean? I made this account, like, what, 4 or 5 years ago, I've grown so much and changed a lot and that's very much an understatement, and although I've made a lot of nice memories here I always have the fear that people who knew and watched me back when I first started out will always see me as that person, but I'm also afraid that if I make a new account the ( albeit extremely small and known by little more than a handful of people) name I've made for myself will crumble, that people who were watching me and who might have thought "hey, this is actually pretty nice" if something turned up in their deviantwatch won't even bother watching me again on a new account because I never post anything, after all. I swear, it's not that I don't care, it's just extremely hard to remember. I draw enough to fill an entire sketchbook on a daily basis, but due to my computer being a complete ass I never draw anything digitally. I had made a promise to myself to scan or take pictures of my hand sketches, but it too went forgotten. Yes, my memory is that bad.
Like anyone cares either way.